I find joy when I skateboard down a big hill with all that adrenalin when I make it down that big hill I feel like I can do anything just hearing the wheels hit the pavement and my tires spinning on the trucks just fills me in joy. Another thing that fills me in joy is when I and my dog are going for a walk and I am skateboarding next to him and we walk for a while and when we come home and play catch. And when my stepdad comes home and my dad comes over to visit and all three of us can spend time together, or when me and my dad can work together at the repo business I love working there it is so fun me and my dad go get cars and I remember one day at the job me and my dad went to get a car and he went and asked the owner for the keys and the owner said no and my dad went into the garage and got into the car I was waiting outside and the man was standing there closing the garage and my dad would reach up on the visor and open the garage and that went on for about five minutes and my dad got so mad I had to try to back the man up and I got him to calm down enough that my dad could back the car up enough to get it out of the garage and we went on our way back to the repo, I find joy in just when people don’t get their stuff from their cars in sixty days we take their stuff from the car and we have a big garage sail for all the stuff they don’t pick up and we usually just have a big party at the end of the season, my job in the repo is if I’m not in the truck getting a car it is cleaning up the stuff people don’t get from their cars we usually just sell them off to people so that just the beginning of the stuff that brings me joy

Ya I got stuck going to Kentucky with my mom my dog my 2 cats all in one truck and we still have my mom’s luggage (a lot of stuff) my mom packs enough stuff for weeks when we are staying for a couple days over spring break and its most of my spring break most of it is going to be spent playing paintball with my 6 foot tall stepdad and a bunch of cops (I think I am going to get killed by those cops). My life is kind of really screwed up rite now. I hope whoever is reading this is having better times rite now then I am. I wish I could just stop everything that is happening right now and just sit back and watch my life and what happened in it that I missed so far because I was so caught up in my social life and just being distracted by all the stuff that is going. How nice it would be to just be able to do this. But I just have too much stuff in my life to worry about than what has happened in the past. I have learned that you just need to let stuff that happened in the past just to let it go no matter how hard it is to do this that what I need to do but It is just so hard to do for me right now I just need to slow my life down and wish it will slow down naturally and just slow my life down and enjoy what I have and not worry about the long road ahead and just worry about what is happing right now and do good in school and just live my life not sit back and just watch it go by well HAVE A GOOD SPRING BREAK BYE!!!!!!!!

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My topic for my blog is orgone energy and how we can use it in our world see the human body creats an energy field called an aura we use this energy every day that you would never think of this we use it when we eat . Orgone energy is like energy form space orgone energy takes up space and it is every ware it’s mass free and is the primordial, cosmic energy it pulsates and is observable and measurable, it has a strong affinity and attraction to/by water, it is accumulated naturally in the living organism by ingesting foods, breathing, and through the skin orgone is a blue to violet color , it pulsates and is observable and measurable, it has a strong affinity and attraction to/by water, you can have now access to an unlimited supply of life energy,

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Hey it’s me Brandon smith again and I am here to tell you about wat happened on my Friday on the 14 of November when I was in fifth hour I got a really bad note from my girl friend and I got through the first 4 sentences and I couldn’t read any more so I sat there and waited and waited I was so depressed when I read the first couple sentences it said wat every boyfriend always hated to hear or read and it said it really is not working out for us so I am letting you go and I hope you are not mad at me.” I will not mention her name for her privacy but I will say that the note tore me apart inside over the weekend I got like 4 hours of sleep the whole weekend because I read it during sixth hour and I saw the rest of the note and It really tore me up inside and I was depressed but I worked on it all weekend telling myself that it wasn’t me that It was not her but it was us and I realized that we went meant to be but I think we were and I’ve been working out more and more every time I think of wat it said or just an image of her I start to work out I will do pushups until it goes away I really miss us but it will take some time but I think we will get back together and I really hope it happens but if it doesn’t that means the universe doesn’t think we are meant to be. The universe decided to teach me or her or both of us a lesson when she knew it wasn’t meant to be between us right now but I think it will bring us back together some time in the future or some time sooner than expected but I really have been studying hard about organ energy or may be known as the energy of the universe but I have learned a lot of things since then and I think that us will be together again. You know I really no I still love her and I know I made a lot of mistakes in my 2 week span dating her I made a lot of mistakes in that time and I will learn from them and we will try again in the future. I will make It work in the future without this many mistakes this time hopefully I got way too worked up for wat happened and I feel like I have been torn to shreds that usually takes a normal person about a year to do that tuck about like 5 minutes for her to do but I don’t think she meant any harm by anything wat she said in that note I just think she was mad at me. I had that feeling since lunch we have lunch together but I never sat together that was her break from being by me she is with me in 4 of mi classes and they are 2 3 lunch 5 6 hour with me 2 hour math 3 hour science 5 hour study skills 6 hour is world history and from sixth hour I used to walk her to her buss and give her a little kiss before she went home and we lasted two weeks and then she thought that it wasn’t working out so we are taking a little break I think we will be a couple again but I will remain working out until then I got her dog tags and she gave them back so I am going to hold on to them until we are a couple again and then I will give them back to her and if for any unfortunate reason we break up again I will not accept them again I have accepted them once and I haven’t stopped wearing them since we broke up and I won’t stop wearing them until we get back together so I have really been working out sooo much because I won’t stop wearing the dog tags so I think of her a lot and I will do pushups and curls until I forget wat I was sad or upset about and now I am changing my appearance for her so I might get her back maybe sooner than later

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