Friday, April 24, 2009

I find joy when I skateboard down a big hill with all that adrenalin when I make it down that big hill I feel like I can do anything just hearing the wheels hit the pavement and my tires spinning on the trucks just fills me in joy. Another thing that fills me in joy is when I and my dog are going for a walk and I am skateboarding next to him and we walk for a while and when we come home and play catch. And when my stepdad comes home and my dad comes over to visit and all three of us can spend time together, or when me and my dad can work together at the repo business I love working there it is so fun me and my dad go get cars and I remember one day at the job me and my dad went to get a car and he went and asked the owner for the keys and the owner said no and my dad went into the garage and got into the car I was waiting outside and the man was standing there closing the garage and my dad would reach up on the visor and open the garage and that went on for about five minutes and my dad got so mad I had to try to back the man up and I got him to calm down enough that my dad could back the car up enough to get it out of the garage and we went on our way back to the repo, I find joy in just when people don’t get their stuff from their cars in sixty days we take their stuff from the car and we have a big garage sail for all the stuff they don’t pick up and we usually just have a big party at the end of the season, my job in the repo is if I’m not in the truck getting a car it is cleaning up the stuff people don’t get from their cars we usually just sell them off to people so that just the beginning of the stuff that brings me joy

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Ya I got stuck going to Kentucky with my mom my dog my 2 cats all in one truck and we still have my mom’s luggage (a lot of stuff) my mom packs enough stuff for weeks when we are staying for a couple days over spring break and its most of my spring break most of it is going to be spent playing paintball with my 6 foot tall stepdad and a bunch of cops (I think I am going to get killed by those cops). My life is kind of really screwed up rite now. I hope whoever is reading this is having better times rite now then I am. I wish I could just stop everything that is happening right now and just sit back and watch my life and what happened in it that I missed so far because I was so caught up in my social life and just being distracted by all the stuff that is going. How nice it would be to just be able to do this. But I just have too much stuff in my life to worry about than what has happened in the past. I have learned that you just need to let stuff that happened in the past just to let it go no matter how hard it is to do this that what I need to do but It is just so hard to do for me right now I just need to slow my life down and wish it will slow down naturally and just slow my life down and enjoy what I have and not worry about the long road ahead and just worry about what is happing right now and do good in school and just live my life not sit back and just watch it go by well HAVE A GOOD SPRING BREAK BYE!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 27, 2009

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